Nine Long Weeks

It has been nine weeks today (two months yesterday) since I gave birth to my beautiful baby boy Scott Leland Young. How I wish things had turned out differently. I wish I still had him with me. It is amazing how much love I have for someone I only had with me for such a short time (and only in my womb).I feel I am doing really well for the most part. I still have hard days. I have a really difficult time sleeping through the night; everytime I wake up I realize I have been thinking about Scott. He will always have a big place.Yesterday I took the molds of Scott's hands and feet to Stan Watts, a sculptor, who is going to bronze them for me. I look forward to getting them back. I love to look at them and remember my sweet baby boy.